It is interesting how many men respond to the fact that I am widowed and am a dating coach. Some people have asked me why I am so up front about both these things. I tell them: This is a big part of my life and my history. If the man can handle these two things, he can’t handle ME!
I have tried it both ways. I have not told men what I do for a living and they freak out when they learn. Really…they usually freak out. No they don’t go running out of the room screaming. It is the typical guy FREAK OUT! They get distant, and stop calling. A few have been brave enough to tell me that they felt like I might be judging them and had some hidden advantage.
The fact that I am a dating coach seems to be intimidating to many men. Do I care? Not really. I need a confident guy. If he is intimidated by me, he will be intimated by my world. Being in the public eye can be challenging. Although I value my privacy, I have to expose myself to my clients in order for them to trust me. If I present myself as being perfect, (and trust me, I am not) or if I have not experienced the same challenges (or similiar) and overcome them, how can I know where they (my clients) are coming from? So, many men are very private and they can’t handle this!
I need a man who can hold his own in most social situations without me holding his hand. So if he can’t handle what I do for a living, he is not my guy. It is a filtering tool for me. I put it right out there. If they can’t handle it, it is not about me. It is about them. But this narrows the field tremendously.
Secondly, men aren’t very good at reading profiles. They often skip the part where I say that I am a widow. All too often they immediately drop off the radar screen when they learn that my husband died. The men who do this are not my guy. These men conclude that I am broken. I am not. (I spent 18 months with a grief counselor to make sure that my heart was in a good place before I started to date again.) Or some men are concerned that they will be compared to my husband. I get a lot of questions about whether I was happily married. I say YES! And then they drop off the radar screen. Sheeh! What the heck? I think that having been happily married is a plus. I am not dragging baggage from a dysfunctional marriage into the next phase of my love life. Being a widow is something that happened to me, not something that defines who I am. I can’t put that I am divorced. The other option is to say I am single. That infers that I have not been married. I am widowed.
I believe that the right guy will come into my life and these two things won’t matter. In fact, he will find my job fascinating. When he get’s to know me, he will know I am nothing like Patty Stanger, the Millionaire Matchmaker. In a relationship, I am soft and very loving. As a coach, I am straightforward, but loving and kind… But more importantly, he will see that I have been healing my heart from the loss of my husband and I have grown as a person.
Jeannine Kaiser
America’s Dating and Relationship Expert, Author of Cupid’s Playbook